I have been feeling weird lately. Mostly due to money. I hate having to keep asking people to borrow money. It just feels dirty. I know what I am doing is my passion, my dream, but do i really need to be paid minimum wage to see my dream come true. I want to be able to go out and buy a new shirt without having to wonder if i will need to return it in a week because I need money for gas or food.
I feel small because this time last year I could do all that. Mind you I was working somewhere I hated with a passion and they hated me, but fiscally i was secure and was doing pretty good emotionally.
I know that this is only temporary and that in the end I will be a better stronger person for it but still it sucks being tall.
b.s.
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I don't know that it will make you feel any better, but I've been in the same boat as of late.
When I was with the OGRE I knew I had a steady income. Now that I'm self-employed, not so much.
It's been extremely tight since I left the OGRE. And in a weird way I feel like I've been letting the Husbear down, like I'm not pulling my weight or something.
I know I left the OGRE at the wrong time of the year for what I do now (the start of our slow season), but I couldn't take the OGRE anymore.
And you're right: it is only temporary. But it's always hard to see past that when you're in the middle of it.
*hugs*
Hang in there guy... we're pullin for ya! With this economy anyone of us could be in the same position.
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