31 March 2010
30 March 2010
JustBecause Tuesday Twofer!
It's Tuesday... You know what that means! TWOFER!!!
More like a Four-way! Sweet!
29 March 2010
JustBecause Monday...
It was another manic monday here... I vote we go to 4 day work weeks, but paid like we work 5 days. What do you think?
28 March 2010
NSFW JustBecause XRATED Sunday
I will never understand why guys think this pose is sexy. It just looks well... odd... The guy is hot, the pose not so much...
27 March 2010
JustBecause Saturday...
So I am a little late. Because of that, I give you something that is just odd...
26 March 2010
Rose colored glasses
Okay I am warning you all now, this is going to be a very somber post. It's not going to be pretty. I guess you can say I am going to stop being superficial for a few paragraphs...
Okay so last weekend, I had to (begrudgingly) borrow some money from my father to be able to get groceries for the week. It was not the high point of my weekend, as I hate! to borrow money from people. My relationship with my father is not exactly what you what you would call exciting. Usually we only talk to each other on holidays or when we need something. So when I went to see him, he was out to lunch with his girlfriend. We had lunch together and well I got suckered into doing something. I don't mind doing it. but its just well, got me thinking.
I don't fault either party for my parents relationship ending. Do I secretly wish they were still together, well no, they were toxic for each other, and still are. What got me thinking is something I noticed. My father happy. During most of my childhood, the only way I remember my father is sleeping in a recliner surrounded by a pile of keystone light cans. (To this day, the smell of most beers grosses me out). A part of me secretly wishes I got to experience my father as a happy man in my childhood. For some strange reason, I still can remember a failed "camping" trip that ended up with me and my brothers "camping" in a motel room in Prescott. What is worse, even though he is happy now, I still will never truly feel apart of that happiness.
I am closer to my mom then I am to my dad. That was the nature of my childhood, my dad and mom worked, and my dad worked construction. That usually meant long hours and late nights, and sleeping when I was awake. But even on his off days he wasn't there. When he was there he was usually in a drunken rage and would yell at anything and anyone when he wasn't getting what he wanted/needed.
So now that you have the background you will understand what I am talking about.
I don't want to die alone. (yes, this was out of left field and a recent episode of grey's anatomy didn't help) I fear that the people closest to me will die and I will not have anyone to die with. I know that sounds morbid and I know that I am young and healthyish, but still, I have to plan these things. (The world will end in December 2012 anyways...) I love Mark and I love my mother, but I know that they will not always be there. With everything that has happened over the last 2-3 years (layoffs, family drama, deaths), life has not always been rosy, and I have had to plan for the inevitable.
Now you are asking yourself what the fuck does the thing with your dad have to do with the above statement. I don't want the people that are the closest to me to die without having someone, and well, i am worried about that. BINGO, i am worried about something that I have no way to to control, except be there for them, no matter what.
And thus concludes my circle logic for the evening.
Laters...
Ben
Okay so last weekend, I had to (begrudgingly) borrow some money from my father to be able to get groceries for the week. It was not the high point of my weekend, as I hate! to borrow money from people. My relationship with my father is not exactly what you what you would call exciting. Usually we only talk to each other on holidays or when we need something. So when I went to see him, he was out to lunch with his girlfriend. We had lunch together and well I got suckered into doing something. I don't mind doing it. but its just well, got me thinking.
I don't fault either party for my parents relationship ending. Do I secretly wish they were still together, well no, they were toxic for each other, and still are. What got me thinking is something I noticed. My father happy. During most of my childhood, the only way I remember my father is sleeping in a recliner surrounded by a pile of keystone light cans. (To this day, the smell of most beers grosses me out). A part of me secretly wishes I got to experience my father as a happy man in my childhood. For some strange reason, I still can remember a failed "camping" trip that ended up with me and my brothers "camping" in a motel room in Prescott. What is worse, even though he is happy now, I still will never truly feel apart of that happiness.
I am closer to my mom then I am to my dad. That was the nature of my childhood, my dad and mom worked, and my dad worked construction. That usually meant long hours and late nights, and sleeping when I was awake. But even on his off days he wasn't there. When he was there he was usually in a drunken rage and would yell at anything and anyone when he wasn't getting what he wanted/needed.
So now that you have the background you will understand what I am talking about.
I don't want to die alone. (yes, this was out of left field and a recent episode of grey's anatomy didn't help) I fear that the people closest to me will die and I will not have anyone to die with. I know that sounds morbid and I know that I am young and healthyish, but still, I have to plan these things. (The world will end in December 2012 anyways...) I love Mark and I love my mother, but I know that they will not always be there. With everything that has happened over the last 2-3 years (layoffs, family drama, deaths), life has not always been rosy, and I have had to plan for the inevitable.
Now you are asking yourself what the fuck does the thing with your dad have to do with the above statement. I don't want the people that are the closest to me to die without having someone, and well, i am worried about that. BINGO, i am worried about something that I have no way to to control, except be there for them, no matter what.
And thus concludes my circle logic for the evening.
Laters...
Ben
JustBecause Friday...
I have a very shocking substancial post coming up. It's more introspective then shocking, but i am marketing myself.
25 March 2010
24 March 2010
23 March 2010
JustBecause Tuesday Twofer!
This guy is hot, but his face is well, um... yeah, i wouldn't complain but still...
22 March 2010
My end of course survey for EED420 @UOPX
Would you recommend this instructor to other students? NO.
The instructor provided adequate feedback on assignments. NO.
No feedback was provided on assignments. Points were deducted with no clarification as to why they were deducted. Faculty did not connect with the students. During presentations he would often be text messaging. He would often show videos that the class has seen a number of times before.
Were you satisfied with the course curriculum? NO.
The curriculum map assignment was a copy and paste waste of time
Comments on your Educational Experience in this course:
I would rate my educational experience a D-! One of the worse classes I have experienced at UOPX.
The level of Financial Services Advisement I received from the University staff during this course was appropriate. NO.
I have had to do all the legwork on my Professional Judgment request. I am now going on 4 months of dealing stupid policies and non-existent communication.
The level of Academic Advisement I received from the University staff during this course was appropriate. NO.
Do I even still have an academic counselor?
21 March 2010
NSFW JustBecause XRATED Sunday
For todays NSFW Sunday, i thought I would find a guy who is just letting it all hang out. Very tasty if I do say so myself.
20 March 2010
JustBecause Saturday...
This bear goes the shower, gets naked and takes pictures of it...
And we thank him for it.
And we thank him for it.
If we keep this up we will never be equal...
Mark and I were talking yesterday and we both had the same feelings about this picture...
What is interesting about this photo is it has multiple meanings. It could mean that we are not equal and it can also mean that the HRC sucks at working for human rights.
I am leaning more towards the latter of the two. HRC failed miserably yet again, by having Kathy Griffin use the DADT rallies as fotter for her reality show. Just because she married a gay man does not make her the spokesperson for gay rights. Dan Choi was right to step up and interrupt her during her speech. Service members who were kicked out because of a stupid and archaic law should have been the spokespeople.
I am so tired of the gay community's total lack of understand of their own needs. What is worse, the "gay media" still has this image of white, skinny, men as the only members of our community. We demand equality but there is no equality in our own community.
Makes me think of RuPaul's line on Drag Race, "If you can't love yourself, how the hell do you expect someone to love you."
I think his composition (placement of the intersecting line) is also interesting. Not in the center of the equality logo but instead off of center.
That's all
What is interesting about this photo is it has multiple meanings. It could mean that we are not equal and it can also mean that the HRC sucks at working for human rights.
I am leaning more towards the latter of the two. HRC failed miserably yet again, by having Kathy Griffin use the DADT rallies as fotter for her reality show. Just because she married a gay man does not make her the spokesperson for gay rights. Dan Choi was right to step up and interrupt her during her speech. Service members who were kicked out because of a stupid and archaic law should have been the spokespeople.
I am so tired of the gay community's total lack of understand of their own needs. What is worse, the "gay media" still has this image of white, skinny, men as the only members of our community. We demand equality but there is no equality in our own community.
Makes me think of RuPaul's line on Drag Race, "If you can't love yourself, how the hell do you expect someone to love you."
I think his composition (placement of the intersecting line) is also interesting. Not in the center of the equality logo but instead off of center.
That's all
19 March 2010
18 March 2010
JustBecause Thursday...
In exactly 8 months from today, I will graduate from the University of Foenix... and it can not come fast enough! YAY!!!
God i love a good ass...
17 March 2010
JustBecause Wednesday...
I just felt like post a pic of a headless guy in a jock strap... Felt fitting for the day...
16 March 2010
15 March 2010
JustBecause Monday...
I wonder if I could get Mark to do the laundry like this...
The man would be a 10 if he just smiled. He looks to serious...
14 March 2010
13 March 2010
12 March 2010
The Nosy Meme
I was promising a substancial post, but instead you get a meme.... and a guy with his nipples being tweaked... TWOFER! Maybe I should put the picture at the end so you read the entire thing... Nah, I am that interesting you will want to keep reading... Right?
How old do you look?
What an odd question. I mean honestly, what does 26 really look like...
Where do you live?
In a building with walls, a few windows, and a door or 2.
Are you waiting for something?
Yes, to be done with school oh and to win the lottery...
What’s one pet peeve of yours that is not common?
I hate when people don't wash their hands after doing something that clearly calls for hands to be washed.
Last text message you received, what’d it say?
"Can I bring my girlfriend"
Can you handle the truth?
I wish more truth was told in this world.
Did you cry today?
With the amount of crazy meds I am on, I am lucky to cry even when i really need to. So, no.
Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
No, she is pretty cool. One of my favorite coffeehouse employees...
Do you want kids?
Eventually, but I know my better half does not want them. Maybe a puppy.
Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
I am a firm agnostic, religion is not something I dabble in. I could believe in a pluralistic religion.
Last shocking news you heard?
The crowd of swooning teenage girls going apeshit over the horrendous ukelele player.
What was the last thing you drank?
Hot Darjeeling tea (straight up)
Last person you hugged?
My Mark (Besides Mark - My Mom)
Whom do you most look like in your family?
This is not a cop out but i have a mixture of both parents features.
Did you dream last night?
Not that i remember. The last dream I remember was one where I was on a reality show and my bestie on the show was a grizzly bear. Very odd...
How many piercings do you have
None, my body is artificial hole free... For now...
If you could have something right now, anything, what would it be?
A paycheck or 2 with an extra $200.
Does anyone call you babe?
If anyone does it would be my mom and mark.
Where does most of your family live?
All the family that speaks to me live in Arizona or New Mexico. And my extended family is all over.
Where did you grow up?
In a land of enchanting wonder and beauty.
Where do you want to go on vacation?
Hawaii, London, Ireland, France, NYC, Germany, Russia, China, Japan, India, New Zealand, Australia, shall I continue?
Have you broken a bone?
Yes, actually have a fractured one now.
What did you receive for Valentine’s Day?
Tickets to Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang, from my Mark.
Have you ever had a panic attack?
Yes, actually had one this week.
Can you sleep in jeans?
Yes, but the store owners typically frown on it.
What can’t you wait for?
"Harsher punishment for parole violators, Stan....... And WORLD PEACE!"
When’s the last time you told someone you loved them and meant it?
03/12/2010 @ 21:46MST
Have your parents ever smoked pot?
Yup.
Want someone back in your life?
Hells yes.
Do you live near your most recent ex?
When you say near, do you mean within walking distance or is he still sleeping in my bed. (This is satire folks)
Are you good at giving directions?
You go past the 3 blue mailbox, around the back to the left side of the round thing with the tan exterior but it has a slight pinkish blush when you enter...
When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
January 26, 2008 about 09:30MST
Whom was your last text from?
My work wife.
Ever licked someone’s cheek?
Well if the Price is Right...
What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Celery.
Where were you on July 4th, 2009?
Phoenix, AZ.
What body part(s) do you wash first in the shower?
Hair, I am not telling you where.
Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name started with a D?
Probably.
Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
Yes.
What do you currently hear right now?
Reminder by RAC
Does someone like you right now?
Like forsure!
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
I probably have, my wardrobe is kinda limited.
What are your nicknames?
Bubba, hey you, and as the kinda love to call em "motherf$@*r"
On your sex interests, where do you like them to have piercings?
I love when the person has a gauge so large in their ears that you can use the ring as a c*@kring when you need a little something extra...
If you could go any place in the world right now, where would you go?
The bank and withdrawal $500 so I could go to the mall and just shop, without feeling guilty. Oh and Hawaii...
Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
Probably, I have been told I can be quite irritating.
What is your favorite color?
I prefer cool colors usually with a pop of a warm color or two.
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
July 15, 2007 and say all the things I wanted to say...
Then travel back to May 15, 2001 and do all the things I needed to do and not worry about all the people/things that not needed worrying about.
This thing works more than once right....
Stolen from this sexy man, who stole it from this fine piece of man meat...
How old do you look?
What an odd question. I mean honestly, what does 26 really look like...
Where do you live?
In a building with walls, a few windows, and a door or 2.
Are you waiting for something?
Yes, to be done with school oh and to win the lottery...
What’s one pet peeve of yours that is not common?
I hate when people don't wash their hands after doing something that clearly calls for hands to be washed.
Last text message you received, what’d it say?
"Can I bring my girlfriend"
Can you handle the truth?
I wish more truth was told in this world.
Did you cry today?
With the amount of crazy meds I am on, I am lucky to cry even when i really need to. So, no.
Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
No, she is pretty cool. One of my favorite coffeehouse employees...
Do you want kids?
Eventually, but I know my better half does not want them. Maybe a puppy.
Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
I am a firm agnostic, religion is not something I dabble in. I could believe in a pluralistic religion.
Last shocking news you heard?
The crowd of swooning teenage girls going apeshit over the horrendous ukelele player.
What was the last thing you drank?
Hot Darjeeling tea (straight up)
Last person you hugged?
My Mark (Besides Mark - My Mom)
Whom do you most look like in your family?
This is not a cop out but i have a mixture of both parents features.
Did you dream last night?
Not that i remember. The last dream I remember was one where I was on a reality show and my bestie on the show was a grizzly bear. Very odd...
How many piercings do you have
None, my body is artificial hole free... For now...
If you could have something right now, anything, what would it be?
A paycheck or 2 with an extra $200.
Does anyone call you babe?
If anyone does it would be my mom and mark.
Where does most of your family live?
All the family that speaks to me live in Arizona or New Mexico. And my extended family is all over.
Where did you grow up?
In a land of enchanting wonder and beauty.
Where do you want to go on vacation?
Hawaii, London, Ireland, France, NYC, Germany, Russia, China, Japan, India, New Zealand, Australia, shall I continue?
Have you broken a bone?
Yes, actually have a fractured one now.
What did you receive for Valentine’s Day?
Tickets to Chelsea Chelsea Bang Bang, from my Mark.
Have you ever had a panic attack?
Yes, actually had one this week.
Can you sleep in jeans?
Yes, but the store owners typically frown on it.
What can’t you wait for?
"Harsher punishment for parole violators, Stan....... And WORLD PEACE!"
When’s the last time you told someone you loved them and meant it?
03/12/2010 @ 21:46MST
Have your parents ever smoked pot?
Yup.
Want someone back in your life?
Hells yes.
Do you live near your most recent ex?
When you say near, do you mean within walking distance or is he still sleeping in my bed. (This is satire folks)
Are you good at giving directions?
You go past the 3 blue mailbox, around the back to the left side of the round thing with the tan exterior but it has a slight pinkish blush when you enter...
When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
January 26, 2008 about 09:30MST
Whom was your last text from?
My work wife.
Ever licked someone’s cheek?
Well if the Price is Right...
What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Celery.
Where were you on July 4th, 2009?
Phoenix, AZ.
What body part(s) do you wash first in the shower?
Hair, I am not telling you where.
Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name started with a D?
Probably.
Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
Yes.
What do you currently hear right now?
Reminder by RAC
Does someone like you right now?
Like forsure!
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
I probably have, my wardrobe is kinda limited.
What are your nicknames?
Bubba, hey you, and as the kinda love to call em "motherf$@*r"
On your sex interests, where do you like them to have piercings?
I love when the person has a gauge so large in their ears that you can use the ring as a c*@kring when you need a little something extra...
If you could go any place in the world right now, where would you go?
The bank and withdrawal $500 so I could go to the mall and just shop, without feeling guilty. Oh and Hawaii...
Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
Probably, I have been told I can be quite irritating.
What is your favorite color?
I prefer cool colors usually with a pop of a warm color or two.
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
July 15, 2007 and say all the things I wanted to say...
Then travel back to May 15, 2001 and do all the things I needed to do and not worry about all the people/things that not needed worrying about.
This thing works more than once right....
Stolen from this sexy man, who stole it from this fine piece of man meat...
11 March 2010
JustBecause Thursday...
I should call this the hooky edition. Mark and I have a date tonight. We are going to see Chelsea Handler and her big TICKETS!
Does this pose make me look gay?
Does this pose make me look gay?
10 March 2010
09 March 2010
JustBecause Tuesday Twofer!
This guy appeared on my blog last week. He was just so tasty I had to post him again!
08 March 2010
07 March 2010
NSFW JustBecause XRATED Sunday
So I got some responses from the daddies from friday... So I thought I would make them my x-rated Sunday hotties...
06 March 2010
JustBecause Stalking Saturday...
I have made no secret of my love of older men. They just have something about them that makes them f-ing hot! Today starts a new feature... STALKING SATURDAY... For your viewing pleasure today you have a dozen or so photos of the ever sexy Chris Meloni...
Married or not, daddy can do me any day!
For more of his hotness... click here and here...
Married or not, daddy can do me any day!
For more of his hotness... click here and here...
05 March 2010
04 March 2010
JustBecause Thursday...
So class tonight was yet another complete waste of $240. I wonder if they will give me a refund... I will take it in kind from him...
03 March 2010
02 March 2010
JustBecause Tuesday Twofer!
Making this super easy... Two guys, two seconds of per eye orgasmic bliss!
01 March 2010
JustBecause Monday...
It's 900th post week! This isn't the 900th post, that was Sunday... This is just your regular monday hotness!
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